I love how Aquarius fights itself, like its supposed to be about revolution and change but Aquarius is also co-ruled by Saturn and it is a fixed sign. So it does fear change and likes stability, even craves it but at the same time it want to rebel against everything, change all the rules and create a new world.
Aquarius are such a complex sign that looks calm and collected on the outside but inside there’s a war that is setting fire to the mind and heart desire.
I honestly believe that people who lost their childhood, teenage years to mental illness and/or trauma are so strong for still being here. Especially once you’re about 18-25 and trying to relearn how to be in society and healthy and human.
Especially when you decide to work towards getting better.
Especially when your life isn’t where you wished it would be.
Stay alive okay? If you lost your youth, I’m sorry and I’m so proud of you for still being here. Keep fighting. Your best years are ahead of you.